#my mum cooked it cuz im sick but i just hate all the food she cooked idk if its the flu or this depression ep like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

canthandlethishit · 6 days ago

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girls im so like idk if its called hunger i feel my stomach writhing but i dint want to give it anything because nothing i have is appetizing to it except yogurt and bananas but only once its been three days i cant stomach anything except white rice and those things and maybe soup i hate everything i crave so many things but not what i have home cooked already i dont want to waste food but i CANNOT eat it i feel nauseous looking at it

#my mum cooked it cuz im sick but i just hate all the food she cooked idk if its the flu or this depression ep like #vent #i havent eaten anything i enjoyed i dont know why #after eating i just want to vomit #and i hate remembering the first day i woke up with fever my mum was laughing at me telling me she cooked the food i hate the most for m #me and she said its all the good stuff to help me get better but the way she laighed at me and said its all the things you HATE haha I #FUCKING NEED TO KILL MYSELF I NEED TO KILL MYSELF I HATE THAT I HATE IT SO MUCH O WANT TO KILL MYSELF I KNOW IM DRAMATIC AND OVERREACTING #BU I FUCKING WANT TO DIE I NEED TO DIE I HATE IT I HATE IT I DONT WANT TO EAT ANYTHING SHE COOKS NOW I HATE IT #ill get normal in a sec i knownbut its been three days since that ive loss 3 kgs i fucking hate myself so much #i cant get the mantra its food you hate out of my head i want to kill myself #i got tutoring tmr i want the energy and brain power fro that but i hate myself

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